Huh...lama nian tidak nulis diary ini. Banyak sudah kejadian yang lewat, termasuk Ultah Mathew barusan.
Setelah jadi istri pendeta baru terasa bahwa tugas ini tidak mudah. People come for counseling consolation but where are we going to as God's Servant? Tentu saja balik ke Bapa or the Lord. But why sometime God seem so distant?
Sampai saat ini kami masih menanti miracle. We believe that God still doing miracle. I have no other choice than believe that miracle is still going on...
For people who don't know about my struggle... this is to inform that may father was diagnosed for having a colon cancer with no hope for recovery. Hah?
I strongly believe that God is in control and he going to do something beyond my understanding. Since I do not want to be an ordinary Christian with an ordinary life, but expecting to be an extra ordinary one. Of course to receive an extra orndiary life we have to go through extra ordinary trials.
I believe that God is able and available...
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This blog is about my life as a mother, a pastor and a missionary. The laugh of my children, love of my husband and grace of my God. My joy, tears , dreams and prayers.
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It takes so many years and experiences to get me back to the reality and face it. Sometime it's cruel, but many times it's a comforting friend. It brings funny thing when I look back and see how I escaped from foolishness but cry for it. The reality explains that smart and fool are twin sisters and they need an older sister to be a complete team, she is wisdom.
"For the Lord gives wisdom; from His mouth come knowledge and understanding" (Proverbs 2:6)
"For the Lord gives wisdom; from His mouth come knowledge and understanding" (Proverbs 2:6)
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True love
True love's the gift which God has given
to man alone beneath the heaven:
it is not fantasy's hot fire,
whose wishes, soon as granted fly;
it liveth not in fierce desire,
with dead desire it doth not die;
it is the secret symphaty,
the silver link, the silken tie,
which heart to heart and mind to mind
in body and in soul can bind
Sir Walter Scout
to man alone beneath the heaven:
it is not fantasy's hot fire,
whose wishes, soon as granted fly;
it liveth not in fierce desire,
with dead desire it doth not die;
it is the secret symphaty,
the silver link, the silken tie,
which heart to heart and mind to mind
in body and in soul can bind
Sir Walter Scout
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